come to nothing.





i could feel the atmopshere intensify
as you came near



i suddenly became aware of how sweltering it had become
as beads of perspiration trickled down my face



you just seem to know how to
burn up all my thoughts
till im left tongue-tied




and boy do you have an amazing smile




i've been testless, the past few days
i've been spending my time



scribbling in a sketch book
doing practically nothing online
doing practically nothing online
and.. doing practically nothing online



besides that i've been
pretty much doing nothing else
unless you count thinking,
well then yeah,
i've been thinking ALOT.
ever since that incident =/



this must have been the most trying period of my life
trying to adjust to my studies and to a new.. everything
whilst trying to grab hold of everything i've ever had
afraid of letting time take its toll




but at the end of it all,
i really wonder
what have i been clinging on to all this while
cos i feel like i've never had anything at all, to begin with




sometimes i wonder why i have to make the extra effort
and then this very special i talked to reminded me
if i dont, who will?